I have nothing to say today. Today I feel like God isn’t listening or hearing me. I am numb and hurt and angry. I walked into church today and wanted to walk out. Where is that fire that I had grown to love? The still small voice. The touch of the Spirit. It’s missing today. So I sit here. I want to say something from the Holy Spirit that will encourage and guide people but I have nothing in me. Except this.
Don’t let go. Even on the days when you can’t see Him and it feels like God isn’t listening. Don’t let go of Him. Reach out and grab His hand in your mind and don’t let go. Keep fighting, even if you feel like you are fighting on your own. Eventually the clouds will break and you will see that God has always been there and is always listening. The devil is blocking your vision. Don’t let him get away with that. Fight back and keep fighting. God is on your side!
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I am a young woman who grew up in British Columbia. In BC was all I ever wanted; I had my poodle (Max) and all my friends, Saturdays at the Vancouver Aquarium and Sunday afternoons at one of my favorite beaches it was paradise. But God had a different plan for my life and my dad's job landed us in Alberta and now where I remain, in small town Souris Manitoba. The transitions from paradise to prairie were difficult and I will admit that now 10 years later I still refer to home as Abbotsford BC. Through this crazy pathway trek across Canada I have had one true constant, God; and though none of it was easy, everything that has happened in my life has formed in me a true lasting friendship with the one I call Immanuel. Because no matter how far from home we are God is with us, and thanks to God I have found an almost completely over looked beauty in Manitoba. If you open your eyes you will see that God has planted wondrous things everywhere you go.
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