Math

The hardest math I have ever done was trigonometry. Calculus I was shockingly okay with, and my dad was a great tutor, so, though I hated most of my math (100% of my chemistry math), I got through it. I would walk away from a test and go, ‘we’ll that was the worst, but now it’s over.’ In truth, the hardest math we will ever do is very simple in calculation. 70×7. There is nothing harder than Jesus’s math. Your brain will work to grasp other math because it’s mental, but Jesus’s math hit every nerve. I have one sole person I would call an enemy. This person has hurt my family and myself many times in the past, and every time their name comes up, a little hatred seeps forward as I recall the past. Every time that happens, Jesus reminds me to forgive. It’s an old thought. Forgive for yourself not for the other person, but it is true. Forgiving them or hating them does not really affect them unless you are together often. But it changes you. Holding a grudge keeps you distant from God. Jesus knows what that person did to you and those you love, but He gets revenge for your pain, not you. It’s hard when that person repents and is forgiven by God, but if that does not happen, then God will pay them back for what they did to you. And if they repent, remind yourself that God Forgives you every time you repent. We must forgive and forgive again, It’s actually not fun ever, but when we forgive, we release ourselves and are free. Because unforgiveness holds you in bondage, not your enemies. 70×7. Hardest math you will ever do. But the most rewarding.