Our Traveler has stayed at the tomb. He thought that something might happen to explain, well, what had happened. He had seen the Messiah buried there, and now the tomb was empty. As he watches and waits he sees the woman he had seen with the Messiah return to the tomb. Next he sees something he cannot explain.
John 20:11-18 ESV
[11] But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb, and as she wept she stooped to look into the tomb. [12] And she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had lain, one at the head and one at the feet. [13] They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.” [14] Having said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing, but she did not know that it was Jesus. [15] Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” [16] Jesus said to her, “Mary.” She turned and said to him in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means Teacher). [17] Jesus said to her, “Do not cling to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father; but go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’” [18] Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord”—and that he had said these things to her.
Our traveler wants so badly to rush from his hiding spot and to speak to the Messiah, but he is terrified, this man is truly Holy. To have been dead and to now be raised of His own accord with no one to intercede for Him. He is so pure that our traveler who has wanted to meet Him for so long, suddenly can’t.
Sometimes Jesus puts forward a destiny for us that we are too afraid to accept. Like our traveler being too afraid to run forward and to meet the messiah, who he has longed to meet for all of his life. Sometimes Jesus gives us something that He has planned for us or something we have asked for, longed for and once it’s in front of us, we are too afraid to accept it. Those moments can be so hard. Instead, we must choose to reach out towards His gift and to take it in our hands and to trust that He will help us in opening it, and in receiving it, and in going through it.
Jesus is always there. The best part about this is that even though Jesus is giving us a gift. He is always the ultimate gift.
Carried in the cross 