I don’t know who needs this tonight. But grief is like a box. You feel trapped by walls that you can’t touch or see and you feel a need to escape but can’t. This is why so many turn to suicide, because the box is everywhere. You run one direction and it follows you, you go another direction and it’s still there. The worst part of the box is that it is there even when you try and escape into sleep. It follows you into your dreams and makes you feel like you can’t breathe.
No one else sees the box, so they don’t understand how you feel.
But Jesus sees the box. He alone can hear you pounding on its barriers and screaming for help. The best part is, counselors and support groups -though great – can only meet you outside of the box. They try to coax you out and then meet you on the other side. But Jesus doesn’t need to wait until you are free from the box. He goes into the box with you. He sits there with you as long as you feel you need to be there. Because sometimes fighting the box takes too much out of us and we need time to sit and cry. When you are ready, Jesus will hold your hand, tap the box wall and make it fall before you. He will set you free.
If you are in a box right now, take a moment to speak the name of Jesus and realize that you are not alone.
Category: Christianity
Whole heart ❤️
I love that when God says ‘when you seek me with all your heart,’ He does not mean (necessarily) shouting or crying or spending hours and hours going on about the same thing. He means ‘be real’ when you come. Be authentic. Come to me with your whole heart, not with your heart plus the next level on Halo you want to complete, and possibly that big fight you had with your sister (unless that is what you are seeking Him about) and throw in those sweat pants you wish you had bought. Wait. What were you seeking God over again?
Your brain pop up ads distract and get in the way of your seeking God. When you seek Him, !!FOCUS!! On Him. When you focus on Him and are honest with Him, then you are seeking Him with your whole heart.
Soak
Soak Him in.
We need time alone with God. Time set aside each day where we talk with Him and listen for His voice. He is my Jesus. He is yours too. Open your eyes to see Him today.
When you have an infection you are told to soak it. Soak it in bath salts. Or saline or some other product for healing. To heal you must Soak.
To heal your broken heart. Your sick body. Your needing and wanting mind. Soak yourself in the presence of Jesus. Don’t just spritz yourself with Him, dive in and Soak!
See what changes when you begin to sink in His presence and in His glory and grace.
When it’s too late
When it’s too late
The question is, when do you give up?
Recently I had a friend pass away. But where she went is my struggle. We had often spoken about Jesus. Mostly to a grunt on her part or perhaps a sympathetic smile. She had grown up in a ‘live how you like but believe that God exists and you will go to Heaven’ church, convincing her of anything else was hard. But nothing is impossible for God. We prayed when she needed prayer, but when God answered she would find an excuse to show that the cure or help came from something other than God. Eventually I stopped pushing. Then she turned 95 and I began pushing again. I felt her time was running out. But I failed her. I never once had the courage to move past talking about God and all He can do and praying with her from time to time, to actually saying, “have you accepted Jesus?”
Now she is gone and I don’t know of she ever made that change. The type of “church” she had grown up in did not believe you had to accept Jesus to go to Heaven and she never did so while we were together. All I can do is hope that in her private time she turned her life over to God.
I recall a preacher once saying, “that person you feel will never change. The one you have given up praying for. Is your battleground. You have to fight past the doubt the devil puts in your mind and keep talking to that person and praying for him/her.”
It’s hard and scary to ask a friend a question that could ruin your friendship forever. But ‘too late’ comes faster than you might imagine. Take the chance. Don’t give up. People can change. God can work miracles. And you don’t want to be here. Sitting and wondering. Did she ever accept Jesus? Or is she forever in…. no, you don’t want to be here.
Oh Holy night
Oh Holy night
Fall on your knees, hear the angel’s voices.
Do we?
Here we are about to open gifts and sing Christmas songs, and yet so many don’t know what Christmas is all about. Even some who wear the badge of Christian don’t really get what it’s all about. Not the day, but the reason Jesus came to earth. It wasn’t just about Luke 2, or John 20, it’s also very much about Revelation 22.
Jesus came as a baby, He died as an man, He is returning as the King. And through all of it He is our Savior. He was our Savior while sleeping in the manger, He was our Savior while dying on the cross, He is our Savior as He lives in our hearts today, and He will be our Savior still the day He rides in with His armies to conquer all.
Fall on your knees and worship Him. Seek Him while He is still to be found. That line scares me, some of the modern prophets of the 50s would speak of a time when God would remove His Spirit from the world. We must run to Jesus while He is still to be found. Don’t wait. Don’t miss this.
Prophesies
What child is this?
Prophesies. Prophesies ushered in the birth of Jesus. Prophesies helped people understand who He was. Prophesies told of His death and resurrection. Prophesies are in part why the Wise Men walked across the desert to find a baby. Prophesies, Prophesies and more Prophesies.
Yet not all believed the fulfillment of the Prophesies. Many still don’t. Even now as we look around our world we are seeing the answers and fulfillment of Prophesies from the Bible and from true God seeking men and women from a later date. But do we believe that they are happening? Don’t we mock when we hear someone shout ‘Repent! He is coming soon!’
So. What about those Prophesies?
What child is this reminds us of the fulfillment of Prophesies. We have seen time and again when God spoke and answered. If we are going according to the past then I would say we should be listening for the trumpet because the Prophesies are being fulfilled.
If we are going by modern thinking, then there are no Prophesies and we can live as we like. But people who say that are already deceived, there are too few Christians these days who stand strong and preach the gospel, too few who have faith enough to hear when the angels speak and say ‘I am the Lord’s servant.’ We want to be royals, not subjects, and do to this we fall into false truth and spread it to the masses.
We promote positive thinking and speaking your words to the air so the blessing returns to you. This is not Christian. We never remind people to Repent, or dare to mention that a second coming is true and that He is already on the move. If God fulfilled the Prophesies in Isaiah about a Virgin giving birth to God’s son, and about that son being slain for the sins of men and women, and then rising again to conquer death. Why do we doubt the prophet’s claims that Jesus will return with the armies of Heaven and vanquish all evil once and for all?
What child is this? He’s the perfect lamb, the conquering king, and my Savior.
It so began
God rest ye merry gentlemen
Let nothing you dismay
Remember Christ our Savior
Was born on Christmas Day
To save us all from Satan’s pow’r
When we were gone astray
Oh tidings of comfort and joy
Comfort and joy
Oh tidings of comfort and joy
God rest ye merry gentlemen has been around for so long most of us can sing it by heart. But have we ever stopped to read the lyrics? Even the first verse on its own is so powerful. Christ was born to save us all from Satan’s power. It’s true, but we forget it. We get caught up in everything else that we forget why Jesus came. I forget which speaker said it, and if you remember feel free to let me know, but one minister said that the first great miracle was not at the cross, but in the manger. We did a play as children once where the angels were standing around taking about Jesus being born on earth, and the angels were saying, “but He will take His power with Him won’t He? He won’t be all human… right?”
And another angel said, “He is taking His power with Him, but yes He will be all human.”
“He will be all human… and all God?”
“Yes.”
“Wow!”
“Yes.”
The angels went on to discuss what Jesus would go through as a man on earth right up to His death. The angels were enraged that people would even think of killing the son of God. But then they also knew that it had to happen and that He would be coming back again.
All of it, from the wine at the wedding to the upper room, began in the Manger. So that we could all be saved from the claws of the devil. So God rest ye merry people, because Jesus has come to save us.
Blank
I have nothing to say today. Today I feel like God isn’t listening or hearing me. I am numb and hurt and angry. I walked into church today and wanted to walk out. Where is that fire that I had grown to love? The still small voice. The touch of the Spirit. It’s missing today. So I sit here. I want to say something from the Holy Spirit that will encourage and guide people but I have nothing in me. Except this.
Don’t let go. Even on the days when you can’t see Him and it feels like God isn’t listening. Don’t let go of Him. Reach out and grab His hand in your mind and don’t let go. Keep fighting, even if you feel like you are fighting on your own. Eventually the clouds will break and you will see that God has always been there and is always listening. The devil is blocking your vision. Don’t let him get away with that. Fight back and keep fighting. God is on your side!
Behind her
Behind her
My dad has been transferring over a bunch of our HFV s so we can watch them. One of them was a two hour production of a play I was in. I was part of the choir, which was pretty large. At the end of the production the leader came to the lead mic and gave an invitation for anyone in the audience who had not yet accepted Jesus as their Savior to raise a hand. No one did. She gave the call one more time and then we all prayed the sinner’s prayer. You could see she was disappointed that no person From the audience had put up a hand. She had felt the call from God that someone needed her to give the invitation, but she saw no results.
My mom was video taping the whole event, this part too. Behind the leader who had given the call, two boys in the choir and one girl, put their hands up to receive Jesus. The leader could not see them, so she thought she had made a mistake but had everyone pray the prayer anyway.
In the back there were three young souls who had never accepted Christ who went home with the Holy Spirit in them, because a woman gave a call, and wouldn’t give up, even though it looked like no one had answered.
Don’t get discouraged. You may never see the results. But you have never made a mistake by inviting people to come to know Jesus. Come and see said Andrew. Come and see said Philip. Come and see said the shepherds.
Come and see says the repentant souls who know that of no one had ever told them to come and see, they would still be lost.
All we can do is give the invite, the rest is up to God.
Delete that paragraph!
Delete that paragraph!
As an author I have learned many (many, many, many) things the hard way. There are a lot more painful moments than you might realize. One of the really hard things is when you have a single paragraph that takes several hours to write, because of the research and back reading and finicky things you have had to do, only to later have your editor tell you that it does not work for the book. The worst part is you probably knew it wouldn’t work for the rest of the book already, but you have put so much into it that you refuse to remove it. Instead you find you have fit the rest of the book to fit around that one paragraph that you refuse to remove.
Removing that paragraph would hurt. You have tenderly formed it. But it does not fit the story.
Our lives are like this. We have one small part that we have put a lot of effort and time into and because of that we refuse to get rid of it. It stands in the way of the rest of our lives, but we love it too much. So we form our lives around it.
Stop doing that! The paragraph you refuse to delete is misleading your story!
Now read that one more time.
It’s going to hurt. But you need to let it go. Especially if you are a Christian. You will have things in your life that do not fit your faith that will need to be removed. Sometimes it’s a habit, sometimes it can even be a job or a person. But if it’s holding you back. Certainly if it’s holding you back from God. Let it go. Delete the paragraph and start a new one. See where it takes you.
Carried in the cross 